THINKING OF DAVID LYNCH...
David Lynch died last month so Ramón (my husband) and I watched Mulholland Drive, which neither of us had watched since it came out. I just remembered I didn’t get it then, and I still didn’t get it now… thankfully there’s Youtube now so i watched an hour long explanation (while I was working) and it that was pretty entertaining. Anyway, I think lynch was right in not wanting to explain his work. I feel that way too when people ask me about a drawing I made and what does it mean and it’s just like, the explanation and meaning is the drawing itself. If I wanted to explain it with words, then I would’ve written an essay... it’s also fun to see how people react to what you do and to try to guess what it is, like they will ask me if it’s a dog and I’ll tell them that it can be whatever they want it to be– It doesn’t matter what I think it is. Once you put something out there, you also lose a part of your spiritual ownership of it. Like what happened to Matt Furie’s pepe the frog. Anyway.. back to lynch, another thing I’m thinking maybe he was right about is that apparently he ate the same thing every day: tuna with feta cheese and tomatoes for lunch and chicken with broccoli and soy sauce for dinner. I don’t know what he had for breakfast but probably coffee and cigarrettes (haha). To me it sounds sad and boring to live like that, but what he said was that having that solid structure allowed him to get creative and explore the deep mysteries in life. Like how they say Einstein had 5 identical suits so he could wear the same thing every day and not lose any time or mental energy deciding his clothing. I don’t think I could do either of those things but i’ve definitely been constructing a stable structure in my life so I can be functional and don’t breakdown again but also just to thrive and enjoy as much as I can... So I think Lynch was right about this stuff... we all gotta find some grounding to be able to fly. It feels really symbolic that he died during the LA fires, given that fire was a prevalent theme in his work... and it never seemed to represent anything good for him. Do you like his movies? I love the moods he set, his musical choices, the way he shows the dark side of humanity without banality... he leaves us with an inspiring breadth of work. I feel like making a comic is like making the lowest budget movie ever. I love that about them…